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wow its been forever times 100 [February 18th @ 2:06am] Ok so its been like a yrea no lie!!! Does anyone even use Livejournal.. i think it should be the new thing again! wouldn't that be crazy!! life is crazy and u wonder so many things about it its crazy school is alsmot done then i have 2 more years and it is done:) well if u stilll use this or want to comment and i will decided if im gonna dlete it like its hot 0

school tomorrow [August 28th @ 3:35pm] [ mood | gloomy ] [ music | like you ] Ok school starts tomorrow...and summer was actually getting better in ways... I am going to start updating again when school starts cuz it helps with a lot of things... This summer i realized a lot of stuff... like how fake people are and who r friend and who arn't... also went through a lot of stuff that prolly will in the end only make me stronger..i hope i really wonder how school is going to go this year...hmmmm .. tomorrow is our first basketall game .. well so long summer hello sophmore year.. comment drop it like its hot 1

lalala [August 6th @ 3:28pm] [ mood | tired ] [ music | like you ] Saturday... wow this week went by really fast i guess.. i have been doing a lot latly..well i always do i guess... this weekend coming up is Relay for Life.. whoo it should actually be really fun:) tonight we r having a girls night.. this should be intersesting... lol summer can not end how bout that is final i am deff not looking forward for school to start that is so true though.. i miss you,, its final like its hot 0

hurt [July 26th @ 9:20pm] today is Tuesday well its night now lets see team camp was soo much fun! at times i felt a little out of place though.. good memories with great people!!!! we started volleyball camp today the 3 hours go by pretty fast!! plus i am with kool people so it don't even matter well i havn't completly lost my best friend but to me i did.. its werid how people you thought you would be friends forever wiht aren't always there... yes i do think he is cute:) i can't beleive school is almost starting.. i really am not looking forward to that at all not one bit.... where is the sun.. i guess i dont' mind it cuz i love the rain... and thunderstorms those are my favorites:):) maybe the reaso for this is that it is my time to grow well got to go comment drop it like its hot 1

how come everything that u seem to hate most is some of the thigns u love most [July 22nd @ 6:38pm] [ mood | confused ] [ music | tv ] today is Friday we leave tomorrow for team camp:) come home Monday.. i am excited... to be with the girls i am going to be with the fact that i have never stayed in a dorm before lol doesn't it seem just when u think you have everything figured out .. something makes u change everything and it all just starts back over.. well yesterday i came home from my cousins and then found out volleyball was cancled so i went to my aunts for like 3 birthdays at once then went to sandrickas and spent the night..just chilled bascily.. lol now i have to clean and do laundray and pack.. so yeah keep up the comments boos:) rip rick.. that is very sad and it made me think how i never want to be fighting wiht someone i love cuz u could be with them one minute and next they could be gone.. in anyway a car accident anything.. think bout that lovers.. drop it like its hot 2

been a long time [July 20th @ 1:18pm] [ mood | calm ] [ music | family matters ] It has been a really long time since i updated but i really am going to keep updating... i kind of miss it Latly i have been going through a lot of changes in my life i think they are good i mean at the time they are bad but everything happens for a reason so it must be gonna gomce out good... Right now i am at my cousins in Clio i have been there since Sunday I am coming home tomorrow.. will be home for a few days and then will be off to team camp:) i hope it is going to be fun!!!! i miss my best friend since the fact she ain't even like my best friend anymore.... i can't wait for football to start.. and the other good things about the beginning of the year like school shopping and all that good stuff.. finding out u'r classes and who is in them:) lol i didn't think i had any feelings for you until i realized u wwere with HER.. well comment please and i will be sure to comment back:) promise \bye bye drop it like its hot 14

blah blah [June 22nd @ 10:02pm] [ mood | frustrated ] [ music | dont cha ] summer is going alright so far.. not bad but the like anythign exciting really today i went to baskteball then after i went to Ambers with her and Emily <3 and we layed out i was the only one to get in the pool cuz it was so cold lol... then i came home and talked to my cuz then ate then played some basketball then went to my dads blooper ball game then came back home and played some more basketball... i just got bit by a misqeto too blah yuck now i am gonna shower and do some laudry sry if i ddin't respond to u'r last comments but i am going to forget about that stuff... i am glad its suppost to be nice out the next couple days cuz i really need to get tan!!!!! but im gonna go comment babes drop it like its hot 4

long time [June 15th @ 11:55pm] [ mood | missing ] [ music | energy ] Ok so its been a long long time since i updated like over a month.. i am going to be doing a big friends cut and starting back up with the journal i think no i know lol... so yes lol summer so far has been pretty good nothign big has happend yet.. lol and i am yet to be tan... i just need the sun back and hope for the cold front to go away also i have met a lot of new people... its kool! i just realized soo much though today one of my friends told me the know they can come to me for good advice:) thank you that really helped me alot... and i try to talk to a lot of people but they kinda have changed soo much that its not really talking ot them cuz i don't even know who they are anymore i mean yeah i have changed a lot too but its different...idk how to explan it lol if u r gonna be someones friend actually be their friend don't pretend..think about that it makes you think who really is u'r true friends huh... well i am going to go but please comment and i am going to keep updating... for real this time lol drop it like its hot 12

friday the 13th [May 13th @ 5:52pm] [ mood | crazy ] [ music | glimore girls ] Its friday and the 13th lol but better that is friday:) i really can not wait for school to be done.. and for my b-day lol.. also i can't wait for the weather to get nicer..i hope it happens soon... i have realized how the things that used to make me soo unhappy last year that i thought it was just me and it wasn't i don't care bout right now an it feels good it feels good. i am possible going shopping tomorrow with my cousin rachel:) that makes me happy i miss her and wish she lived around here! This week went by kinda fast it seems that just yesterday was Tuesday. i have set a few goals for myself right now and it feels good.. i did a good job of setting them to where i can' reach them not too out of reach..lol it thunderstormed today and that makes me soo happy:) i love thunderstroms... i have to clean my room and house and do homework...lol i am in love with channel 67 lmao i misss you so much when i am with you nothign else matters and everything that is wrong just dissaprs.. comment*) drop it like its hot 4

jades birthday [May 11th @ 5:51pm] [ mood | crazy ] [ music | tv ] Today is Jades Birthday:) happy 15th b-day jade... today was alright things have been alright latly this week isn't going by really fast but not really slow its alright..i just want school to bedone... i realized how busy this summer is gonna be.. lol today we went in the pool for track it wasn't that bad.. my legs are sore though ... i have to do homework and celan up my room yesterdya we won our meet if i could take back yesterday afternoon i would... you mean the world to me..... if only you knew comment drop it like its hot 4

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